Chapter 93 Nobody Ever Dies:>2

• Becks valued rationality and self-discipline far above sexual attractiveness. Hence, her actions and dress were anything but provocative and she went out of her way to minimize her bountiful assets. That wasn't just in her public image. It was the way she saw herself as a person and how she demanded that others see her.
• In many respects, Becks' denial of her own femininity was her fatal flaw. Because inherently, my wife was a deeply passionate women. And as a result, her personality and values were constantly at war with her fundamental nature. That battle was waged deep down in her psyche, like Vesuvius waiting to erupt.
• It had always been my belief that intelligence and sexual performance are linked. Becks was living proof of that. She loved sex in a way that a foodie craves cordon bleu. She was always right there in the moment with me, like I was the only other person in her universe, and her creativity and responsiveness would make you think that you were John Holmes standing on King Kong's shoulders.